Hi ho . .HI ho . .its sew sew sew sew sew

Over the weekend I turned out about 10 pairs of pants and have a few more to go as well.

3 are complete for posting as are another 3 . . . so can't wait for that money to come in . . things are way to tight lately in the $$ department. I know most of it is my fault .. and is directly related to my PND .. but ugh  .I wish I could turn it off.

I also wish I could turn off my eating. . I hate being this fat.. I despise it .. but yet. .I do not have a single ounce of will power to resist any temptation . . .how is that fair!!

I am going to ring a few child care centres tomorrow ..  I didnt realise that the amount I am paying is so high . .so I am going to hunt a nice one that is hopefully cheaper and easier on my pocket.

Matilda has been doing so much better since going. . that space is doing her and me a fantastic world of good. .seriously. . best thing we have done in a long time!!

Sunday Mornings . . .

Its just gone 7am on sunday morning and I have been awake for well over an hour already . . .  thanks to a certain little monkey that decided 5.30 was a good time to start her day and mine!! I guess it is better then the day before when she was up at 5 but in turn was in bed at 6pm last night .. hence the early start today ..  I don't mind really . . it means she sleeps earlier and I can get more sewing done.

I have 10 pairs of winter pants to put elastic into and finish off . .then I need to make the monkey some winter pants as well . . I got the most gorgeous fleece and can't wait to get it into pants and maybe even a fleece pinny for her!!

I really need to start being more careful with my money but I have trouble doing this ..  I had been really good with saving etc but lately. .its all gone downhill . It seems to come in phases.  . . I think when I am more depressed I tend to spend more .. retail therapy . . it doesn't get me anywhere but I still do it . . .